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The Furious Light
04:26
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I’m standing on the brink
I’m drowning in the drink
I’m here to dance and sing
I’m here to tear down everything
I’m here to heed the call
To leave my writing up on the wall
I've lost my pride and I’ve come to fall
At the feet of rock and roll
It’s the voice calling from within
Like claws underneath the skin
Like the pain of a secret sin
Telling me, “You’ve got only your life to give”
So let’s hold a tavern wake
Raise your glass now, for goodness sake
Here’s to the story, always the same
Here’s to the song that we all sing
Here’s to the saints in the midnight choir
To the cowards and the liars
We’re all drawn to the dark beyond the fire
Wanna rebel against everything
But the truth is, I’m afraid.
There’ll be blood, and there’ll be flames
Please, lord, give me the strength
It doesn’t matter what I believe
The hound of heaven is hunting me
I guess I’m The Saint of Blasphemy
And this is my Gethsemane
I‘ll burn down hell to make it happen
Sort the ruins out in song
Beat back the long darkness before it falls
There ain’t no use turning back
So tear the sails down from the mast
Rip the future from the past
Let the first become the last
While every night and every morn
More to misery are born
Every morning and every night
We’re dancing in the furious light
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French New Year
03:12
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It’s time to cast the stone
To ring the martyrs’ bell
To take the long way home
Be it to heaven or to hell
It’s time to lift the veil
Time to break the vow
This time we will not fail
This time, we scorch the ground
(Chorus):
We will burn our cars on the French New Year
Set fire to our pasts and all our fears
All we’ve got is blood and time; this all disappears
But I’ll be by your side when the smoke has cleared
This life, it comes at a cost
With enough blame to go around
But we ain’t come to carry the cross
We’ve come to cut it down
(Chorus)
And we will not accept defeat
So let the walls fall down on me
Because as long as I’ve breath to breathe
You’ll hear me singing
(Chorus x2)
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Deep Dark Secrets
03:21
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Holding it in
Losing your grip
Don’t want to give in
But you’re starting to slip
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark secrets
This is the way that it went
The last consequence
So close to the end
Where to begin
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark secrets
Searching the silence for reprieve
Then came the thrashing of limbs and the gnashing of teeth
Feel like I’m stranded in someone else’s fevered… dream
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark…
Done a damn-good job of keeping deep, dark secrets
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Graveyard
04:42
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“It takes a graveyard to raise a child,” said the man with a crooked smile.
It takes a graveyard to raise a child. So rest your bones here, and stay a while
(Stay a while)
Dusk fell early in the afternoon
I guess the gloaming gave way too soon
Now in the lonely light of moon
The nightingale sings siren’s tune
(A siren’s tune)
The steely sun is now fast asleep
Now the night can bare its full-moon teeth
We’re breeding monsters in our dreams
Praying to god our souls to keep
(Our souls will keep)
“It takes a graveyard to raise a child,” said the man with a crooked smile.
It takes a graveyard to raise a child. So rest your bones here, and stay a while
(Stay a while)
Tell St. peter for ring his bell
Because there’s no more room in hell
Throw the ghoul-gates open wide
Amongst the bones, all you’ve got is time
No dirty secrets to live down
In the graveyard don’t make a sound
You once were lost, but now you’re found
In a hole six feet underground
(Now you’re found)
Well beyond the walls of fate
Two shadows lengthen across the gray
One to curse, and one to pray
One to leave, and one to stay
(Do you wanna stay?)
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5. |
Close To The Bone
05:38
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We’ve been best friends since we were kids
Since the days of dirty high tops and blacktop jungle gyms
Tell me, how has it come down to this
Are you somewhere lying low, or do you just not give a shit?
At the funeral I said “anything you need”
I’m sure I’ve let you down more than a time or two in between
Are you still “living in blasphemy?”
In your “linoleum exile,” do you ever think of me?
Do you remember me?
(Chorus):
How long has it been now since you’ve been going it alone?
The staying and the leaving, the living close to the bone
How long have you been watching your rearview mirror for the dawn
Would you be here now, even if you’d never gone?
We used to tell stories and bend the light
You’d say “A man’s past + his present = his place in life”
But you and I, we never did fight
Well, maybe a time or time or two; but, still something don’t feel right.
This don’t feel right.
(Chorus)
Taking your turn on the merry-go-round
You’d say, “In a circle, nothing’s lost, only waiting to be found”
But that was all so long ago now
Maybe all that’s gone before is finally coming around.
It’s coming around…
(Chorus)
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Enough
04:08
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When the water is rising
And the wolves are at your door
And you’re through with all the fighting
But you don’t believe no more
When you’ve knocked on all the gates
And you’ve stood in every line
But you cannot bear the weight
And your whole world is on the line
When your well has gone dry
And there’s no faith left in your cup
When the world has passed you by
And you feel like giving up
Just try to look me in the eye, now
Because you know I’ll call your bluff
When you say you’ve had enough
When the sun is hanging low
And this city gets so dark
And there’s nowhere you can go
And no fire coming from your spark
When your heart is caving in
And you fear you might be beat
When all your hard-won hope
Is giving way to defeat
Don’t you dare give in, now
Lay your troubles at my feet
I’ll tell you when you’ve had enough
No title or tide can deny
That four-alarm fire in your eyes
Keep the punches coming; I don’t mind
I’ll decide when I’ve had enough
Have you had enough?
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Almost There
01:02
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Feel like I’m almost there
Feel like I’m almost there
Suddenly I just don’t
Suddenly I just don’t
Feel like I’m almost there
Feel like I’m almost there
I keep screaming but you just don’t
I keep screaming but you just don’t
Feel like I’m almost there
Feel like I’m almost there
Suddenly I just don’t
Suddenly I just don’t care
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8. |
How The Story Ends
03:57
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Pour yourself a drink
As you promise everything
Yeah, you build me up
But leave an empty cup
Everyone is warning me
Telling me what to believe
Still I want so desperately
To hear what you see in me
(Chorus):
You think you know best
But you don’t know the half of it
This is how the story ends
Tell me what did you do?
You lack the follow-through
Why did I believe in you?
I was just a fucking fool?
(Chorus)
Full of all the answers
But do you ever question
Your own place
In this equation
Do you ever wonder
If you might be
Part of the problems
That you misperceive
You let me down
(You could do so much for me, if you just would)
Change your name again
I thought I found a friend
Always so quick to defend
I guess this how the story ends
(Chorus)
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Lately
03:05
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Lately I’ve been thinking:
I should really read more books
Be more romantic with my wife and finally teach myself to cook
Latey I’ve been thinking:
I should call my mother more
Pack up the Christmas tree and clean the kitchen floor
Take my dog for walks
Maybe even think before I talk
Lately I’ve been thinking:
I’d like to be seventeen
But do it better this time—hell, I’d settle for twenty-three
Lately I’ve been thinking:
I should really drink less wine
But I don’t really want to, though. I’m sure my liver’s fine
Try to listen more
Maybe fix the window on my driver’s side door
I don’t want to live online
I want to spend more time outside
I’ve seen the eras of my ways
I want to get right someday
Scientists are saying that the holocene is over
But it’s been ages since I’ve seen you
Wish I could just come over
Maybe I shouldn’t have drank so much and wrote you that letter
It’s really how I felt, though, so why don’t I feel better?
You’re still my oldest friend
So long for now
Until we meet again
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Maytime
04:00
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The sun’s hanging low in the west
The new moon has shaken off its crest
The masthead stands empty against the sky
Been keeping the world at bay
Just another lonely castaway
Having one more, trying to hold on to the night
Found some friends to get me through
Looking for the lie that best tells the truth
Felt like the world stopped spinning for a time
May time bind us tight
We used to sing by firelight
Where the earth drained up into the sky
Sharing songs and secrets with the night
Now we’re all so far apart
Some through distance, and some at heart
As the past and present collide
May time bind us tight
You see, Pumps moved South, and Kramms went West
Bauman joined The Church, but Twinkie left
Katie’s a sailor now—both she and Starr got kids
Nick’s up next, but Larry split
Chimney’s getting re-married soon
And then there’s me and you
Still doing what I’ve always done
Always hanging on for far too long
Trying to fit my whole life into a song
The sky is closing down
As the waters widen between us now
I’m sorry; but I gotta be homeward bound
Some friendships have no end
They go out with the tide and come back again
With no parting words or backward glance
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David Ullman Northfield, Minnesota
"Too rock for folk" and "too folk for rock." Embracing both extremes.
Email: dju@davidullman.net
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